I'll start with it backwards from how I entitled this.
[Majorinor note, if you put mine and Junno's blood types together, you have my love's "Koi no ABO" xD]
If Rybak knew his song would be used this way from someone who never even liked it as a whole...xD So, once again, ~I'm in love, with a younger boy...~ BUT I talk not about any Johnny's Entertainment junior...Just my luck for his name to be John though, and just because he's 15, we call him Johnny. Ορκίζομαι πως αυτή τη χρονιά κάποιος προσπαθεί να με κάνει παιδεράστρια! Πρώτα ο Χρήστος, μετά ο συμμαθητής της αδελφής μου, και τώρα ο Γιαννάκης! Όλο και μικραίνουν οι ηλικίες...Από 17 στα 16-17 και τώρα σε 15άρη! But I'm sure I WOULDN'T have fallen for him if it wasn't todays excursion at the beach which took me over. When he got in the sea after us and I saw him do those strange muscle-comparing with Ra, he looked like Junno from the SUMMARY-Kaizokuban time, period. And his skin looks the same way Bidou's does when in the 4rth YukanBu episode he stands up in the tub, afraid of the electricity hitting him. And, while playing that game [where in the sea you get one person on your shoulders and try to knock off the one the opposite is carrying], I fell not once from his shoulders, what's more, I always ended up pushing Maria off Ra's xD And the kid did an amazing job in flipping me around and making me backflip in the sea, it was all so...brilliand!
When we got out of the sea, for the second time, he almost slept laying on Maria's towel. And I was laying with my head on his back, and Ra was laying on my belly >.> We combined and created a weird human triangle, but then Ra got off and, with the help of Gregory burried Maria in the sand as she commanded xD But Johnny, he was so cute sleeping like that! And I was left keeping laying there, and I have to say, his back was a far more comforting pillow than his belly~ even if he's so skinny.
The sunbathing part was the best though. We got into and out of the sea for 3 times, and the sun was hitting right down on us...I got all red today~
And this is what I look like now, after getting burned and red like a crab~
Topping it all, and not only [but maybe because of me noticing them] because of his many body-similarities to Junno, I am in love again~ And I like him so damn much! I didn't feel like weighting the 74kg I do at all today~ Next time we all go together like that, maybe I can get you guys a full picture of Johnny to show you what I mean with similarities~ he even makes the same desperation grimaces!
[TBC, I'll edit this post tomorrow...Waruku omou na, ノートウト。兄ちごとてもたのしかったでした！またすぐやりたいんです～」
( KAT-TUN icons )
Extra SP part one, Takaki Yuya [3]~
( Junno icons )
( surprise part )
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TELOS! OWARI, END! Whew...It's like 3:15AM right now, so...it's only natural I feel so relieved it's finally over xD But I had fun through it. I need to wake up pretty rest-ed tomorrow if I want to go to the beach again after today's energy-spending...xD But most likely, it will be just me and dad~ We haven't been alone like that for even I don't remember when, and it's a good chance to do anything at all with my daddy, my daddy, my dad and me, alone, and at the most favorite of my places to be, close to the sea~
Oh, and, minorMAJOR note, I GOT INTO MY 2ND-CHOICE UNIVERSITY~ Yes, it's a fact~ Finally, the SP subects results were out, and I could finally see how much I got, and I got the so needed 1000 score to get into University~ Congratulate me, from October on I'll be a daigakusei studying French~
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Yamashita Tomohisa - LOVE SONG
( HUGE JUNNO-EATING picspam xD )So? What do you say
Another worthless journal entry, but...I, I...I wanted you to see the side of his I love almost the most.
Dear kamisama, even I who don't believe in you, I am grateful that you, whoever form have, for any religion, created Junno.
interview scan from jone_records, pictures that have the logo on from taguchijunnosuke.com. Screencaps were made by me, videos from jone_records as well~
- Location:Junno's left hand
- Mood:
grateful - Music:Taguchi Junnosuke - Natsu no Basho
We don't have money. We don't have a house that people should come in and look at, because it's been a long time since it was last painted and the walls are filthy. She doesn't want to give up her personal peace of mind and go out of her scedule to accomodate just FOR ONE DAMN EVENING 15 people I wanted to invite to celebrate my 18th birthday.
What kind of mother sacrifices her first daughter's happiness and well-being for her own one?
She doesn't even let me invite Aky and Charavgi, girls she knows personally and knows how important they are to me; more than anything, if I could just have THEM with me...But no, I don't deserve even that.
Michail, Senpai, anyone, don't tell me 'next year it will be better, you'll see' or anything like "well if stop being depressed over THAT!", because no matter how many times you say it it never changes! It is important for me, okay? I have been waiting to celebrate my 18 birthday ever since I understood what being with real true friends who love you means. She says that I shouldn't complain about not being given this chance because I am the one who has had most of my parties since I turned 1. I DON'T FUCKING CARE. Can you understand what I'm saying? Oh yes, sure you can! But then again, you still deny. Can you understand that all the parties back then had been organized by YOU, you were inviting the whole class without asking me if I wanted them or not, if I got on well with them or not, if they were good to me or not...You can't understand how much I've suffered all these years you thought I was happy, and now that I have a chance to show it to you you don't let me.
My brother drew over the Shop photos of Junno I have in my diary. And the Keito pics I printed. And over what I wrote lastly some minutes ago. And if I can print the pictures again and again, I can never get back the feeling I got when I got the shop photos in my hands, when I looked at them, when...AND THEY WERE A GIFT DAMIT, AND I CAN'T GET MAD AT HIM BECAUSE HE'S SO YOUNG, JUST 2 YEARS OLD, AND HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE'S DOING IS WRONG, BUT HE JUST CAN'T KEEP HIS HANDS OFF MY THINGS, DAMMIT...
I don't even have the freedom to try making something without leaving my eyes off it in fear of him going in and doing who knows what occurs in his mind...
I don't blame the baby okay? I know he can't do elseway. But my mother should know better that what's important in my heart is to have my friends with me on the day I turn 18, and instead of that I won't even be able to have my dad with me. I know it's work, I don't care! Doesn't ANYONE in this house think of me anyway?
Σκατά κι απόσκατα. Γεννήθηκα τη χειρότερη χρονιά, τη χειρότερη μέρα. Μέσα στο κατακαλόκαιρο, όποτε ήθελα να κάνω γενέθλια όπως τα ήθελα όλοι έλειπαν. Ή θα είχαν δουλειά, ή διακοπές κάπου μακριά. Εγώ γιατί δεν μπορώ ΠΟΤΕ να έχω κάτι όπως το θέλω;
Λεφτά δεν έχουμε αλλά 20 ευρώ κάθε βδομάδα για ένα μήνα θα στέλνουν στο βλαμμένο που θα πάει κατασκήνωση, και ΔΕΝ ΤΟΥ ΑΞΙΖΕΙ κιόλας, με τη γαϊδουρινή συμπεριφορά που έχει!
けきょく、何のために生まれてきたの？こんな私に。。。私に誰も信じられないよ！
- Location:Junno's teary eyes
- Mood:
lonely - Music:KAT-TUN - Precious One [Real Face live]
yeah, it's like 00:09 here so in Japan has been July 4rth since around 8 hours ago...
So, happy birthday to 2 Johnny's, Takahisa Masuda, turning 24
and Akanishi Jin, turning 25
Happy happy happy sweet 24rth and 25th, dearies. I'm sure you guys have been celebrating and will celebrate your birthdays with the best ways and with all your friends and in the way you like...So then do it~ You really should do it, since you're able to. Many happy returns and I wish you both to shine [well, Massu should be getting more spotlight and Jin more roles, but boy, ACT! Don't be yourself! ACT! And write a new solo, will you? For all your faithful fan
Ssssoooo...I'm too tired right now, but tomorrow I'll be uploading all the icons I made for Jin's birthday, which are about 200~ And if I can make it, probably some wallies too.
...and yet again, I feel so horrible that I want to cry, so I'll excuse myself.
Happy happy birthday, Jinjin and Massu!
- Location:Junno's eyes
- Mood: crushed
- Music:KAT-TUN - On your Mind
When I got my hands on the scans of the gazettE part of NEOgenesis, I just couldn't resist~ I made around...I have no idea how many icons today. I've been making icons all afternoon-evening. Oh, they're 117. I counted them xD So, we have Gackt, SID, Anna Tsuchiya, the GazettE, and let's not forget my other everlasting love, KAT-TUN~ ^^ I'll put them on number order~
Gackt [3]
Anna [11]
( KAT-TUN icons )
( SID icons )
( GazettE Icons )
OVER! OVER OVER OVER!
KAT-TUN scans from
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jone_records and kattunlove , all the rest from gazette_media , gazette_daily and jrock_scans That took forever, I swear...I'm here from around 18:30 and it's 00:57! Gosh...
Now, what I meant with Swimming in the Rain...xD We woke up and saw that it's sunny outside, so we decided to go to the beach. So me, Lakis and dad got ready, and off we were...Who said though that just because HERE was sunny, it would be over at the place we go? XD We drove for around an hour, and there were several times when rain was falling down. When I finally felt hopeless [and mind you, I never hate rain! It was just the 3rd time in my whole life I wished for rain to stop!] I made an extemporary and lame amefurikozu, but in the shape of how they hang it at the windows to prevent rain~ It worked, at least as long as we were in the sea. When we got out, we sat for around 15 minutes, and then it started raining xD It started lightly when we were still in, but it went past us [that cloud], and it was the 3rd time I was swimming with even the slightest hint of rain~
The big falldown though came when we were driving back home~ I took pictures form inside the car, although I'll be uploading them tomorrow. I don't want to overload the journal with pics...
I'm going now. It's too late and I have a certain amount of dishes to wash...Ja ne~
- Location:Junno's heart and Aoi's eyes
- Mood:
creative - Music:Gackt - Blue Lagoon
But my near-hardcore-fangirlism love to Aoi is back~ Just like last summer. The whole year may be dedicated to JE songs on my playlists, but from May to October I tend to overdo it with Jrock. And...
I've NEEEEVER been so impatient as to when a JE DVD or new release anyway would be out as to how much I am now, to the new GazettE one. I've watched the long preview of the new PV, and they said that the release date for the album is July 15...[the day my Special Subject Set for University exam results will come out...] HOW THE HELL CAN I WAIT UNTIL THEN? >< I've never felt impatient as to something like this [well, not really, when it comes to Junno's shop photos and solos; ALWAYS beeing the last to be uploaded and if it's pictures NO ONE uploads them...T.T] but when youtube hadn't messed up the sound of the previews just because it was, you know, claimed by the companies, you could have watched it...And I really couldn't find any other song that I liked so much the moment I listened to it. I loved Chizuru and Cassis and DLN and Taion and Distress and Coma and everything else I like gradually, and even if Chizuru is my most favorite song, 'The Invisible Wall' sounds GORGEOUS and I just can't wait until July 15, apparently.
...Useless entry, huh? Well anyway. I'm going to keep an eye on this and update it when I'm back; we're going to the beach~
- Location:already@beach
- Mood:
hyper - Music:Kalafina - Kimi ga Hikari ni Kaete Yuku
ハッピ バスデイ KEI!
On other stuff...I just made a few icons because I got my Aoi crush back today...Took a little detour on what I was doing last year at this time of the summer >//////< And thought it would be good to let minna know~
( Aoi icons )
I'll probably post the rest tomorrow afternoon...Greek time around 19:00~
*rushes to go watch the Tsubasa Chronicle DVDs*
- Location:gita no naka de
- Mood:
calm - Music:Kotani Kinya - Blaze
Officially, me,
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koniamarizza , her sister Anneta, my sister chained_akame , katiedistance , her sister Athina and bushy_haired are the "Sisterhood of the Travelling Banana" as we gave birth to our own "Banana Day" on June 20th. Remember how I told you we would spend the weekend at Nadia's and Anneta's grandma's summer house? We're just back from there xD And so far, I have done good with only a few pics I want to show minna-san xD
( Banana Team random pics )
トテモ楽しいでした！来年we said we'll go for a week and not just weekend xD I'll fill you in details and maybe more photos tomorrow~ I'm dead tired right now. Just wanted to shout out with the pics xD
- Location:Sea
- Mood: tired
- Music:FLOW - Answer
Not accurate so far, really. I didn't get my semester grading yet, so it will be accurate only on Monday morning, sometime. So, so far, I have scored 11,249 or 11,294, I don't remember. Total. And I repeat, without the multiplying and dividing the general Semester Grading.
So, that means that I have already scored top class and entered around the 15% first in French Philology University. I researched a little and it's pretty cool, the lessons they do in there. I only need to brush up my French this summer after the French exam is out.
Oh, I forgot. To enter a language university you need to take that language exam, and I haven't yet. Yet that is what gives you aditional grading. Even if your grades are higher than what that University requires, if you don't set for the language you cannot enter. And I scored over that base, but I still need to take the French exam, in which, don't worry. I'll do fine. I just know that because no matter when I set for something related to languages, I do perfectly fine. Not once lower than 85%. And I already have a certificate in French, so it will be fine, won't it...
Don't get me wrong. I liked the French Uni, that's why I had it on my list. Third choice, but still, I want to get into. That's why now it's going to move up to 1rst, probably.^^;
Gomen ne, Jintouto. The moment I wanted to sit read your fic I have promised so long ago the results were out, and I had cleaning to do, and I had to finish my cleaning, and then go to school to check.
I'll definitely read it today!
Oh, and I'll be gone this weekend. I'll be with Nadia, Kath, Amy, my sister and Anneta at Nadia's grandma's summer house.
...I guess I try too much, after all...
- Location:Ueda's head
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:KAT-TUN - Le Ciel
So, last night we went to watch Nadia's dance school's performance [ballet and modern types of dance~]. It's really hard to describe it because it was my first time at such a performance and it was breathlessly gorgeous, especially because there were amateurs and little kids too dancing. The most amazing part were the little boys and girls on the rainbow slide~ I loved the boys. [I want all my babies to be boys, did I tell you that? Unless Junno wants daughters~ <333] And they were all so.damn.cute we were squeeling at their performances.
So, after that, we dropped my sister home; I asked for permission to go out and eat with the guys, and luckily was granted it~ So, we left home at around 23:30...And arrived at the place where we'd eat at 00:00 xD The rest of our fellowship arrived after us, but for ALL the food we wanted to arrive at our table, it took kind of 20 minutes xD
( stpidelystupid stupid. And I'm a dropout ) were sitting outside and waiting along with Panos, and it was HIM who went to tell the restaurant staff about it...We got her out, and luckily she's not clauphstrophobic xD She was smiling and saying stuff like "I survived!' xD
What amazed me the most on what we ordered was spinach pizza. Mon Dieu, I really don't think I've eaten anything more delicious so far [maybe except for mom's mom's Christmas meals xD] BUT SERIOUSLY it was GORGEOUSLY TASTY.
And then, when we're just paying and getting up to leave,
xmtx shows up...He ate the last piece of the chicken/red pepper/corn pizza we felt bad we left behind [seriously, from 4 different and quite large pizzas we ate the whole!] xD Through ALL of it though, when I was talking, when I was trying to joke, whenEVER I opened my mouth to talk, I felt like KY person. Not so much, because it wasn't unrelated or that I couldn't read the atmosphere, just...left out. Or ignored the way Junno gets by the other KAT-TUN members. Only at the time, we were 9 and there were 8 people not really paying attention at what I said.
And I know I'm stupid but I don't want to sound all that fangirl-ish in my regular everyday life. Yet when I look at
katiedistance and bushy_haired I feel so awfully like a little kid who only lives in the fandom world.Even my own sister dislikes me, and dislikes me for my liking Junno. Okay, because in the house I'm all like "OHHH, he's so prettyyyy" or "sweetheart...but just LOOK at him!" ...</div>
ug...Sorry to bother you guys so stupidely...^^ I'm fine now. Really. I slept through it xD I came hoem at 2:00am and fell right to sleep, so I'm...kind of better now. I only hope this doesn't happen again when Anneta, Imouto, Nadia, Kath, Amy, me and Aky go to our overnight trip this weekend...And I still don't know if Aky is allowed to come...
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So, that's it for now xD I just hope I didn't mess up my cuts...Gotta go; I'm late for cleaning.
AND WHY THE HELL AREN'T OUR ENTRANCE EXAMS RESULTS OUT YET? Uggh....They' said they'd be out by 12 today and it's already 12:42! Okay, maybe they're out at schools. BUT I CAN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY! Oh ...I WANT TO KNOW, DAMMIT!
Μα γιατί δε χελ να βγούνε ονλάιν μόνο των ΤΕΕ? Τα ΓΕΛ δεν είμαστε που στοχεύουμε στα ΑΕΙ? Ελεος δηλαδή, λες και δεν ξέρουν την αγωνία που έχουν κάθε χρόνο τα παιδιά τέτοια εποχή! Aλλά όταν όλοι οι υπουργοί μας, και ειδικά οι βλάκες του Παιδείας και Θρησκευμάτων με τις ηλιθιότητες που κάνουν...ΔΕΝ νοιάζονται, σιγά να μην τα βγάζανε...
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Dir en Grey - The Final
apart from wishing Happy birthday to Nino xD And it's Kei's birthday soon too. So Happy 26th Nino~
Hm...Yesterday my sister was out with Nadia and Anneta, and apparently they went at CineShop [the only actual shop with anime merchandise in town >.> scratch that, the only DECENT with kind of reasonable prices] and she got me some Kuroshitsuji postcards *hearty eyes*
lookie~
I decided to cosplay Ciel on the next party, which will be on October, probably. Or maybe Madame Red. I always liked her, and Paku Romi-san voices her too...*w* So, since i'm actually dying my hair red in September, I guess I should firstly do Madame Red and then decide if I want Ciel xD Maybe I should just do Finny; he's the easiest. But then again...NONONONO >< I can't chooooose ><
Anyway. I'm catching up on my writing, and especially drabbles xD Right now it's Shuuji to Akira. And I'm typing really fast.
Aaaah, the sky sparkles and it goes "booo" it's gonna rainnnn~ YEY! XD I love rain^^
AND FINALLY SOMEONE TRANSLATED "WIND" XD Yeshhh...It was pretty close to the scribbles I did on my Junno notebook, so this means my japanese are geting beeeetteeeerrrrr~
Oh, and I cut my hair today xD Apparently it needed a haircut to help it grow long, which is what I'm trying to do xD
- Location:Junno's heart
- Music:KAT-TUN - Yorokobi no Uta
I think I'm too obsessive with some stuff. Oh well. And I haven't used that icon in like years for a journal...
Tomorrow is the last exam of graduating subjects. And then I have only 2 University Entrance exams, but those are on June 27 and July 2, and they are English and French, so it won't take as much studying as the rest needed.
Basically I'm so free I don't know what to do with myself.
I know I keep writing my stuff, be those fanfics or my book, and I'm translating some stuff on the side too. But I still get bored. I wanna get a job, seriously. I hate being bored.
( Junno icons~ aaaand a surprise~ I love that! )
....I think I need to go upstairs and wash the dishes...Then my hair too...And then clear my bed a little because I can't sleep on fanfic notebooks and drawing sheets...>///< But then again, maybe I should spread out the Junno shops and lay in the middle xD
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: creative
- Music:Evanescence - Taking Over Me
just a little thing. Today is a girl's birthday so yesterday in the animeeting, we brought her a birthday cake.
And look what we put on it~
Yorokobi no Uta no Kazu xD
- Music:Taguchi Junnosuke - Akai Kutsu
My writing account.^^ I invite everyone to go over there. I'll be updating the first post with links to all the stuff I write, so...yoroshiku ne?^^
I created this account quite a long time ago but never used it so far...^^;
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
crazy - Music:KAT-TUN - Keep the Faith
So, what I' talking about. Basically, yesterday I decided to finally watch Sensei Wa Erai, so I youtube-d it as my imouto told me. And being on the 9th part of it, I see a "Morimoto SHintaro crying" thing on the 'related' bar. And I open it out of curiosity, and it's a scene from a drama. 'hmm, okay. It looks cute. Why don't I give it a try?' I think. And search for it.
And I found it. And since late last night, I've downloaded all 10 and watched up to 7 episodes. And I'm kind of REALLY ashamed to say that the leading role kid, Nakayama Yuma is FREAKIN' AWESOME. Srsly. And Shintaro looks older than Ryutaro; or well, he looks like his older twin.
So you can actually say that I've instantly become a fan of the younger Morimoto too, and Yuma-kun as well.
But don't worry Junno, no one can take your place. Besides Yuma is just a kid, younger than my sister, even. [not that it ever stopped me...*feels guilty for mostly liking younger boys*]
*off to watch the Mayonaka no SHADOW BOY making again~*
I WANNA WATCH MOHOU-HAN FULL DAMMIT! The second part links on JOR are crooked! Baby!Junnnooooooooo~
- Location:JE Jr ikemen paradise
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Nakayama Yuma - Circle
- Location:Junno's eyes
- Mood: depressed
- Music:KAT-TUN - Precious Live [Real Face live]
Even though I was trying to study and dad decided to clean the backyard [which is where my room balcony is over] and made so much much much noise, I loved him because he decided to do it himself after all those years I'd been doing it insread, and in the middle of June, too.
My mom woke up so tired and yet she took my little brother out for a walk in that heat, and was gone for 2 hours and over. And when she ame back she readied the lunch alone because I was studying.
My sister; I felt like that for no reason but because I woke up earlier than her today [well most of the times, but that's another subject] and saw what she looked like TODAY morning while sleeping...I just felt like I loved everything and anything about her~ She looked so beautiful, too...
The older of my two younger brothers. He's the worst case. I know I always have fights with him and we yell at eachother and hit and kick one another, and he curses my friends and calls me "a fat ass that no one will ever want to marry you!" and I call him "trash of the society that no one will ever want to be by your side!" back [so in general we're on the worst terms], I felt kind of...affectionate towards him. He fought with dad and was scolded about never taking a bath after coming back from soccer practice or playing out in the street, and I guess he was tired today because he kind of helped dad with the cleaning, but he fell asleep on the sofa while watching "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants" andwhen I went past him and saw him like that...I kind felt like, after all, we're really siblings...
And of course the youngest member of our family! My little baby brother, who was woken up at 9am [three hours earlier than he usually wakes up] and was so tired now that fell asleep as mum was feeding him...
I may say this allot of times and this entry is probably the only one I love all and everyone in my family, but if I get into university and go into another city, or even worse?better? when I finally go to Japan, I know that no matter what I'm saying now I'll miss them. All of them.
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: awake
- Music:Shuuji to Akira - Seishun Amigo
I haven't used this icon in a while...xD
1) My Uni Entrance exams are almost over~ YATTO! You can't imagine the pressure...>< No, I definitely don't want to get through this again...>< But anyway. The two leftover subjects are Ancien Greek Philosophical Literature and Latin. Wish me luck! After those are the graduating exams in school but those are too easy, and too easy on purpose by our teachers, so yeah.
2) Junno and TaguNashi in the new shooting I have no idea where it is from and my sister showed me. GOSH I DIED! Not with the TaguNashi one ->
[LOOK! SOMEONE PLEASE NEVER tell them that they're grown-ups? A playground and Kazu and Junno acting like 2-year olds back-climbing on the slide ANDJUNNO'SHANDOHGOD. Those shoes look like shocks, and Junno's BUTT...YESH, OH YESH, NOW I KNOW WHAT DREAMS I'LL BE HAVING oh I do...But what's the outmost KILLER of my heart [I swear it stopped beating for a moment!] is THIS
GOSH, JUST LOOK at this. Seriously.
Oh...Just thinking of this picture makes my heart fly. Even though this...rose-petal pink pants is GORGEOUS on him and I hate pink it made me think of pink WAY differently. If pink can look so good on Junno, then it's a good color. :3 gomenapaiyo, Akira-touto~
I seriously LOVE this man, with all my heart. With all the power I can have in me. Further than the farthest ends of the Universe!
- Location:Junno's belt~
- Mood:
loved - Music:BREAKERZ - Ao no Mirai
Although today is 17 years since I was given my name, I feel it's a greater day for Junno is completing 10 years since joining JE.
( HUGE JUNNO PICSPAM I warned you )
I hope you enjoyed the tour~^^ AND happy "even one day I have in common with Junno!"-day to me~
TODAY'S HEAT IS KILLING ME ENOUGH ALONE, DAMMIT...I NEEDN'T TAKE A TOUR IN MY "IKEMEN" PICS OF HIS...
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
drained - Music:Taguchi Junnosuke - Seishin [Real Face Live]
I was listening to music with the volume turned on at the highest level for 3 hours. The first 2 I was studying and the last one I was talking with George [boy, we're back together, apparently...] and Nat on msn. Nat was all about "what do you want me to get you from Japan? Come on, tell me! Tell me! Lots of stuff?" xD
But the fact is that when I finally decided to switch off the PC and go to bed [earlier than usual, note that >.>] and took off my headphones...Oh.my. My head was spinning so badly and it hurt so much I thought it was going to walk off on its own. It felt so damn heavy andand...Urrg...I decided to go to bed earlier than usual, and even when I was in bed, laying and all, even if I switched the direction I was looking at or with the simplest move, my world would go unsubstantial again. Even my stomach felt as if it'd turn itself over and I'd throw up >< But I finally fell asleep.
And oh the glory of it...I dreamed of me cooking [LMAO at that. I can only make cheese cakes and cook eggs.] no, making sweets. I made ice cream cake, of all things! Heart-shaped ice-cream cakes, topped by gel and fruit. Orange, banana, kiwi [ακτινίδιο εννοώ αλλά όλα μου τα λεξικά γράφουν μόνο για κάτι χημικά στοιχεία...Τ.Τ] strawberry and cherry [さすが私。。。] Andand, it was as if a camera showed it from above. Then I was getting it out of the fridge and setting it on a table [in an apartment that looked EXACTLY like the one Mukai Osamu had in 'Seigi no Mikata'...o.o] in the kitchen, and then suddenly, there's Junno, coming out from the bedroom in...well, yellow tight jeans [DON'T LAUGH I KNOW! T.T] and a light blue tank top, took an orange one, ate it and kissed me on the cheek, saying "Ah, umai yo. Arigatou ne, sweet honey" ...
...
scratch that. I think I woke up after that [I remember runnig to my real life kitchen and seacxhing for the bottle with cold water like crazy], but SERIOUSLY. OKAY with Junno, me and him being a couple and living together and all that stuff, I've watched of that before. But ME, COOKING. And him, saying "my sweet honey"...Maybe in the back of my mind, at some dark corner something goes against my negativeness of re-watching Hana Yori Dango and tries to make me watch it again. It's an alarm! But I know I wanted to watch the Korean version of it; I hope that's it, only...
BUT WHY THE HELL DID I SLEEP WITH HIS SHOP PHOTOS UNDER MY PILLOW? If it's to see him call me "sweet honey"; even for a dream, it's too much! It reminds me of that "I don't speak Japanese" and the "Clinton...Obama..." times...
At any rate, I'm never sleeping with shop photos under my pillow again.
Δηλαδή άμα βάλω κουφέτα τί θα δω? Έλεος!
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
bored - Music:KAT-TUN - MOON
I was refusing to watch Twilight so hard that it almost came out as me hating the thing. I refused to even read it. For some reason, only hearing it pissed me off as much as hearing someone talking about facebook does. BUT. The last time something like this happened...It was all about NANA. I refused to watch/read it, and when I started, I just can't stop even now. AND, yesterday, me and my sister rented the movie from the local video club. Yeah. We watched it. I actually gave in and DID watch it.
Oh the glory. SRSLY, since it became so cliche for people to say it, I feel so stupid for saying it, but I DAMN LOVED IT. It was awesome, in its own way, as Aki-touto said. And so awesome that forwarded my will to continue my book again.
Most of you know I'm having tutorials with my mom's sister who's a teacher for Latin. This last year I have been going to their place every weekend. Today though was the worst of all. Even though it was the first time I was able to solve ALL the excercices, I had studied everything so closely...I couldn't reply her questioning as usual. And I felt like shit. It felt so bad...Let's not speak about how I woke up an hour later than I had planned in the morning to study, too. And in the end of the lesson, when we were to leave, I fought with dad about MONEY TO PAY THE RETURN FEE OF THE RENTED DVD. Mercy. I mean, okay. Paper money of 50 euros...I DON'T want to split that up, because the ones of even 20 euros are spent too easily. And I told him that. The DVD costed 2.30 anyway! And he was all like "I don't have money on me." and "what, you two spent all your money?" ...So grandma, since I bet she heard our conversation, took some money out [, I mean...Okay! Dad could just give me the money...I guess he needed it for his cigarettes. >< CANCER! CANCER!] and gave them to me, saying, as a distraction "to go out and drink some cofee with your sister". Oh gosh, how embarassed I felt on that moment...
And I feel REALLY DAMN WEIRD and most likely, like Hachi. I so damn AM NOT AT GOOD~ I keep dreaming about the boyfriend I had last year at this season. If I hadn't pushed him away from me, we'd be celebrating a year together on May 5th this year. Yeah, it's all about George again. No one liked the fact of me dating him but you guys don't know how sweet he was~ He looks scary and older than he is, but his attitude was better than Chris's and well...He was better than Chris as in more mature and all. Attitude far better. Both are bastards for smoking and drinking like pirates, but hell with that. At least George tried to refrain from smoking when we were out together. Chris only occasionally. I have no idea why I feel like I want him back now. I was the one who broke up on him and I HELL KNOW I hurt him. Bah. I really have to sort out myself~ Before I do anything stupid at the upcoming cosplay party...
Yep~ I plan to write a Vamp-AKame [yes, the one I've been writing since September 2008...], a really strange Natsu x Hajime and continue my book with new spirit~! I got too many ideas in my sleep again, and that's good. Seems like whenever I get the ideas of what to write next in my dreams they turn out to be the best chapters of everything I write.
Oh, I want to work in July~ I'll probably do, at my old summer camp. It's fun, and you can choose exactly which period you want to go. I want to gather money for a trip OUT OF GREECE YES! AND ALONE! And for the really big party I'm preparing for my birthday. It's really...It's finally my 18th birthday and I haven't been in a Bday party as I wanted it with the people I want in it since...Ever? Because when I WAS having parties back in grade school, it was mom who invited the other kids by writing all the invitations and calling up their moms. Never people I really considered friends. But now, I intend to call too many people. I have a huge list and even if some of them will be there just because I'm nice and not because they're really my friends, I want them to be here because they have offered me really cool memories.
So, I'll probably work more on my book being published on my own from September on, since I'll finally be an adult in August. Niichan, after the exams are over, prepare for major help; you'd be my beta in translating it, remember?^^ I hope I'm not troubling you~ Oh, and from May 27 you can be otouto again^^ My Uni entrance exams are over by then^^
It wasn't so huge after all...
I love Junno's voice~ I love everything about Junno~ Junno is gorgeous~ And I love the Asian kid in Twilight too~ He is gross and cute and has long hair and a cool way of speaking xD
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:KAT-TUN - Yorokobi no Uta [QoP live]
Fuck it up. I can't speak.
Shut the fuck up, Demon Lord!
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( Colored Junno icons )
( Junno's BW icons )
I think he looks hotter and cuter, depending the look he shoots, in BW version. Agree? Agree not? I don't care xD I love him in all colors and all situations and in everything he does~
MiroShuuji chained smut tonight~ YEY!
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: artistic
- Music:KAT-TUN - Water Dance
I knew it. I just knew it. What holds us together is just JE; no, everything related to Japan, but still she's not obsessed with it if it's not JE.
I just knew it. Oh, the perfection. Oh, her glory. Oh her good grades that she herself only lowered just this year and that by choice. Oh her peace of mind which will be disturbed if I don't get into university and the peace of this house which will be no more if I don't get into university, and she thought it good to scold me too. OF ALL PEOPLE, SHE TOO!
嘘つき。裏切り者。When I thought that you, at least were at my side. When I thought that at least I could lean on you in here. ない。私たちの’何’はもない。Is it really fun to crash a person's smile? Their happiness? Is it really good to steal their friends and then be all about "You think I stole them from you?"...Is it really okay FOR HER TO BE SO DAMN PERFECT IN EVERYTHING, AND THE LITTLE MISS THAT SHE'LL HAVE EVERYONE TO MAKE NO COMMENT ABOUT IT? IS IT REALLY OKAY? IS IT REALLY OKAY FOR ME TO BE SO DAMN ...
Worthless. NO, I'M NOT JEALOUS! I hate her! I hate her with all my heart right now and I hate myself for thinking badly of her. I hate it, I hate it! I hate the nerves that never calm down in this house, I hate the damn FUCKER who decided JUST NOW to continue building his house, I hate the world for looking down on me as they do, I hate them for not noticing me and I hate them for not isolating me when I want to. I hate them for being what they are; for making me what I am.
Just because we were invited BOTH by
koniamarizza 's sister to go to their place for an hour tonight...."Why don't you stay home and study? Why do you want to come; dad is going to start shouting again!"
"You think you can get into University like this?"
"Don't think it's so easy to get out of this house, to leave te country, you know it! Get into reality!"
And who says all these? My only ally. THe only hope and beam I had. And she doesn't even care! SHE DOESN'T DAMN CARE! She knows she's selfish, she's admitting it, and yet she keeps on saying these thigna to me! And when I said that "Even if I do stay home today, I know I'm not going to study." she turned and said "I just don't want dad to start yelling again and I don't want this face you're making now to be your permanent face for this whole summer."
As if you'd care! Fuck....I don't care, dammit! I DON'T DAMN CARE! I KNOW I can't do anything! I know I know of nothing to do, and with my personality finding a job will be a real miracle. I've already lost control of myself and I lost sight of what I want to do in my life; the only thing I'm good at is writing pointlesss drabbles and poems with no actual meaning. No one cares of what I am and I deserve to have no one by me.
LIKE HELL I WANT TO GET INTO UNIVERSITY ANYMORE! I;VE HAD IT WITH ACADEMICS! I'VE HAD IT WITH STUDYING! I'VE HAD IT! All I want to do is DIE! I hate my life more than anything! I DON'T WANT IT! I HATE IT SO DAMN MUCH THAT I WISH I COULD DIE JUST BY THINKING OF IT! I WANT TO DIE! TONIGHT, IN MY SLEEP! I don't care! Let's see what will happen if I die and they find me dead tomorrow morning when they wake up to go to school and work. Let's see if you care.
Truly care.
As if...
Who am I trying to fool? I know all they are proud of me is nothing.
I used to be their pride and joy, but as I've become I'm no consolation. That's what they say. Change. You're not good. Change. Change. Change.
LEARN TO ACCEPT ME AS I AM, DAMMIT!
Why do ALL the other parents of my friends who have the same interrests accept them as they are now? Huh? WHY?
WHAT HELL OF A FREAKY EXCEPTION AM I? WHAT THE FUCK AM I? EVEN ALIENS WOULD BE WARMERLY WELCOMED!
I just wish that my epilepsy will take a really bad twist suddenly, right now! So bad that I will not be able to even move on my own anymore. Then maybe they'd care. I want it. I want to pick up an incurable disease. And I want it to progress fast. I just want to see if they'd really care then.
All I'm able to do with some pride is write. I don't have confidence even in my drawing anymore. I thought I was good. For some period, I was everyone's point of view center. For a while, I was praised. I won competitions. I got awards that were kept at the campside and grade school offices. I got a medal in chess and it stays burried deep back behind my underwear in the drawer. Another one in a poetry competition. And the recognition for 2 national place was left burried in my folders, while every simple certification that my brother has filled a year in soccer 'academy' and his medals from tournaments were immediately, at latest after a week, safely made it into fframes and on the wall.
Who really cares for me even when they say so, I wonder...I'm good enough only when it comes to making dad's coffee, helping mom with house-chores and if I don't do them as she wants I get yelled at, if my sister wants me to top her ukes in our game, if Lakis wants to take his nerves out on and if Stefanos wants someone to put the movie into the DVD player because he's a baby and cannot do so by himself.
"A girl like that is no consolation"
- Location:hell
- Mood:
sick - Music:The GazettE - Cassis
I love Breaking Benjamin for reminding me of this wonderful song of theirs.
And to think that it was so sunny today...And hot! I left the house with sleeveless shirt and just in case my cardigan, which I wore tied around my waist all day~ And when I crashed over at
koniamarizza 's place for a while [which became a LONG while since I waited for her sister to come to see her, too...] and with the TALK about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING, time just flew, really...Then I went to crams chool even though I didn't have a lesson, and HAD a lesson by chance...xD And when I had to return, I got out in the street and...AND CAN YOU IMAGINE? IT WAS RAINING!I have a stupid smile ever since. I enjoyed my way home WAY more than ANY other time. I have lost my umbrella. When I was trying to figure out what to wear today, I thought of putting on the shirt with the hood, but I didn't. As if I knew it'd rain...And I've lost my umbrella! It's the first time since I bought it that it's not there [in my school bag] when I need it xD It was an amazing feeling...The rain ruined my fixed hair but I really don't care about that; I'm still wet and I was totally drenched but it was so damn amazing...It felt like a j-drama filming scene! In my mind only, but still. It was so cool, and niichan, もう一度兄ちゃん電話した...xD Maybe that's why it felt so good.
I'm so RE getting a cold....I think. But I don't care. Anyway. And we didn't even do a proper lesson at school today; everyone was bored, even the teachers...But we were left just with 6 students...xD
I'm so damn wanting to go out in the rain again but I'll go to sleep now. I'll be lullabied by the rain xD I'll drema of Junno; I just know it. I always do when I sleep at this hour...xD
PS - For some reason, I just realized the other day that I love Koki more than Maru. So the places have switched to 1) Junno, 2) Koki, 3) Maru, Jin, 4)Kame, Ueda~
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: thankful
- Music:Tanaka Koki - PIERROT [ish love~]
Off of that, I really don't know why I keep doing this to myself. When I KNOW I just WILL get depressed while listening to them, I keep playing D.L.N, Chizuru, Cassis, Fuyu no Maboroshi, On Your Mind, NEIRO, Infection, Glass Skin, Inconvenient Ideal, Drain Away, Reila, Aishitenai and Sins on my mobile. And with the voice turned up as much as it can go. I know I'm ruining my eardrums AND my mood, and still, I NEVER stop doing it.
I never realized just how much I love Chizuru until today. Maybe a little too much. Maybe as much as I've never loved a song. Okay, not a KAT-TUN song. KAT-TUN and GazettE hold special places in my heart. While I can't take some certain lyrics, all confused and perplexed and mixed alltogether, like from Special Happiness and Moon and NEIRO and WIND and Pieces and Someday for Somebody and White Xmas and Crazy Love and OUR STORY, especially...I do that with Chizuru, D.L.N., Reila, Cassis and Distress and Coma [now that it's added up in my list.] But the point is nowhere in this.
Why do I keep making myself sad? Why do I keep pushing away all happiness? IF I WANT IT, if I say that I am ALWAYS seeking for it...Why do I keep closing up on me? I lock myself up from everyone else, sit on my bed and lean thus so I will not se whoever enters the room, have my headphones on and the music as loud as I can take for each song, though I know that it is dangerous, and...
I KNOW why this is happening. It's driving me crazy; all this year has brought up and down my whole me. I can't ...I don't write because I want it anymore. I write for people to read. And this kills me. I CANNOT bring out what I want, how I want it, only a few times. And at THOSE times, what I write gets banished. It's too intense, they say. Yeah. right. As if they needed me to get them violent and ill-thinking.
...I hate myself. I want to write but I have no motivation. My head is blowing with ideas and I can take nothing out as it is. I have to push everything aside and stuff my head with everything I need to know by heart and mixed for those damn panhellenic exams, and imagine the damage it will bring to my poor nerves...
And I have less than 14 days now. I'm NOT anxious, I never was when it came to serious stuff anyway, I'm just a sack of senseless raw meat, apparently. I have to make it clear that I'm NOT anxious. ANd maybe that's why I don't get enough motivation to study. But that's...We start on the15th and are done on the 29th. See? Even my one-day with Junno cannot be celebrated as I'd like to because I'll be having an exam on the 17th! And Biology, of all things! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG
*COUGH* YEAH. EXCUSE me for that. But since i cannot scream as I'd like to in real life, I'm doing it online.
I'd love to scream like Kyo does in Kodou and Dozing Green. It'd probably take out MUCH more than I do with hours of crying.
Oh, yeah. I spent 5 hours crying last night. For nothing. Moping over nothing, really. Just because I listened to the QoP live of 'OUR STORY' and Kodou. Yep.
And you know what happens when I listen to the QoP live of "Crazy Love" as they've ripped it over JOR? With the Kame talk afterwards? I cry so hard I can feel my lungs and heart shrink and go back to overload and then shrink and go back to overload...And I want to scream and even the few times I do, biting my pillow trying to drown it, I can make nothing out of it.
....
I'm sorry for wasting your time and spamming your inboxes.
I don't want any advice on that. Just soothing words from four certain people...You guys know who you are. Although only the 2 of you will actually see this and answer...
@
sou_kiri & icequeenanna Guys, my sweet otoutos, I really need a hug now...Niichan can't be strong all the time...I'm sorry I'm such a bad example...
- Mood: nauseated
- Music:Onitsuka Chihiro - Infection/ Dir en Grey - Inconvenient Ideal
Yeah, I've got some photographs to show you all~
First off, my brother~
and 
and also
and 
the last ones is with his new clothes, today~ Isn't he just the CUTEST baby EVER?
And some with the view out of my room
rainy day~ from April 14
and some closeup on leaves 
and then, some roses from today.
orangey-ish~
red~
closeup 
and a special picture which shows EXACTLY in what condition this rose is~
And the one thing I like my cram school for is because I can see gorgeous skies while going or coming back from it, depending on the time that I have a lesson at. See THESE
and
and the one I like most
Oh, I filled this xD
You know what? I almost feel a sadistic satisfaction when I walk on the street and sing/talk on the phone japanese and people look at me weirdly enough to make me see they think stuff like "what the hell is she?" I love this fact...It gives me uncountable happiness. I know that when I go to Japan and sing like this in the street and talk they'll udnerstand me, but still, when I do it HERE, it makes me feel too good even if there are some bastards who turn around, make handsigns and throw curses and make fun of me.
Other facts...I hate this city! I hate this country! I hate the people living in it [with a few exceptions] and I hate EVERYTHING! I hate it so much I could die! I hate school, I hate CRAM SCHOOL, I HATE THAT BLONDE BITCH WHO THINKS SHE'S OH-SO-GREAT AND THINKS SHE CAN TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK AS IF I'M NOT LISTENING! She does it on purpose, I know it! Whenever I go, she is ALWAYS saying something about me...Like about how I dress, pointing our at me in instants of seconds and thinkng I can't see her...Just because she's thin like a model and has long blonde hair and comes to the cram school pampered up and dressed as if she's going to go at a club and with her face wad-ed with makeup and everyone befriends her she thinks she's the queen of the place...I hate her! And I hate those damn classmates of mine, who all the time act all superior....I hate how if I'm late even once [like it happened today for the second time through all the year!] they whisper and laugh as soon as I enter the classroom, while when it's the other way around, THEM being late [which has happened NUMEROUS times since I started!] no one says a thing! And the teachers are no better...When they are late, they say nothing. The two times I was late, they were like "why is that?" ...I hate the GIRLS, especially; the guys never do much. THOSE TWO DAMN COCKROACHES...Especially Katerina. I want to KILL the damn fucking bitch! She's been doing this through the whole 7-days excursion too, playing all friendly with me and even asking if I wanted to share a room with her and her friend, because I had no one else, and talking behind my back all the time, and laughing and...They even smoked on my bed in the first hotel and left their ashes on the sheets...And today, when I entered the classroom, they kept laughing, whispering stuff right behind me and when my time to solve the biology problem came and I was looking at the picture with the diagram, the said "you know, the questions are right under." as if I'm mentally retarded and can't find them myself...And they do it all the time dammit! I hate them...
早く行きたい。。。も，こんな国に生きたくない！この町も、この国も、この人たちも嫌
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: melancholy
- Music:Dir en Grey - Drain Away
Oh, and lookie here~
silly me~ But I liked this piccy, so I put it up. I'm thinkinf of taking pictures of my room some time after the exams in following of the example of my niichan. What do you think? Especially for some twobestfriendscough who have never been in my room [Koichii, did you actually come? I don't remember...T.T Those two times you came...] will have the chance to see it~
Umm...I'm going to bed. It's the last day of the Easter break and I have to go to school tomorrow...
I can't wait to see what my niichan got me out of the Junno goodies...^^
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: chipper
- Music:Akanishi Jin - Hitoribocchi no Ha-burashi [lonely toothbrush]
The other day, apostcard from when niichan went to Japan arrived~ I couldn't even write about it properly in m diary xD I opened the envelope while still half-asleep and saw the wonderfullness of the Kyomizudera temple and [I assume it was cherry?] the bloomed tree~ And I touched something else, and I was surprised...I thought it was a letter, and WHOA~ It was a shop photo! A shop photo of KAT-TUN form the One Drop PV! Maru was right at the front, Kazu-pan had a wonderful look and Junno...Oh gosh, he was so GORGEOUS!
this one^^ Really. It's too cute xD And niichan, your handwriting is so so so CUTE!
And my sister's first comment about it was that KOKI, of all people, [she hates him, you know. But after RESCUE she's actually been 'trying to like him' xD] looks like he's not shown at all in the pic xD Gotta love Koki, people~ AND PIERROT ROCKS MY BRAIN, DAMMIT~
Other than that, niichan said anywhere Junno's uchiwa outsold the AKame ones O.O Suge kore. Really, unbelievable ne~ But I really WILL get one, I don't know when, but this year I WILL end it faning myself with a Junno uchiwa~
I will be re-watching NwP with Aki-touto on June 13~ her birthday. Yes^^ Now me and Aky are StoA twins, and when she calls me Shuuji-nii, I fly to the heavens xD [but we're not Jincest, so don't get jealous niichan, ne? ^^ Each has a unique place in my heart~]
I love Junno. YukanBu was a wonderful dramaaaa T.T aND NOT for Jin [because even though I'm a Jin fan, I'm not THAT much of a Jin fan~] but because Junno makes such a lovely foreigner~ Seriously, this boy! No matter what he does, even if he crossdresses, it just looks perfect on him! And I want Pi wearing the Saint President Gakuen school uniform~
JE is undescribable. I noticed that you can't make a simple discription of what Johnny's Entertainment is. I was trying to explain what it is to Natchan the other day and I was over the edge trying to find the words to make it simple. When it's not. XD
That's all. Totally random, I told you~
PS - I can't wait for my niichan to come back from Japan~ Don't get too dizzy in the plane ne? ^^ Ja. I'm off to sleep ne? I'm so tired.
Oh, the Ancient Greek exam went okay~
PS 2 - I always forget how much I LOVE this song~ Jin is the only one who you can make out his voice, but my skilled ear has detected Tatchan and Junno too now, so it's even more great xD
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: creative
- Music:KAT-TUN - Will be Alright
And INCOHERENT yet again. I have NO intention of babbling out on dA, because over there many irrelevant people will reply, and only a few I care to reply to.
I came back from
icequeenanna 's place last night, where I had spent the lat four days~ Needless to say that it was gorgeous, as it is every time I go but, I thought my sister had missed me.I came back and at night we played our usual game as we do almost always when we're together, and we had real fun because it was HayaRyu and all, and then when she had me worked up for more of the game, she said she's going to sleep. Okay, we had reached being asleep on our beds around 2:45am, but we have done worse than that...And when earlier that day she said "I want to play!" after all this time I thought she meant much...>< Dame da~ We played today while cleaning the house too, and we watched the first epi of "Atashinchi no Danshi" and cried over how they made poor Yusuke...xD SUCH a role after the one he had in RESCUE is kind of...weird xD but he's still lovely though~ And other than that, when I told her that I have some time to spare, so we could watch something else together too, she just ignored me...I want to watch Konkatsu with her, because I think finally UEDA TATSUYA HAS A CHANCE TO SHINE! I like the guy because he has a wonderful voice when speaking, and after his 'acting' in the factory skits in the KAT-TUN PVs making of's, I always wanted to see him acting. And I was right. His acting is gorgeous!
Ma, other than that, my studying is going smoothly...Although now it's going to have to be more focused on three lessons, because I'm having grand tests on those.
But apart from ALL that, all I wanted to talk about in the end is my love for Junno. >< Which I can't bring myself to explain exactly. I'll probably have to copy all the stuff I write in my diary to explain it properly...xD And make it a coherent thing, because they are not. Now.
And I had made another LJ account, in which I'll be uploading my fafics, so call it my fanfic account~ douzo~
fuyunogekkouka But I haven't posted anything yet^^ All the posts are going to be F-locked, so don't befriend me only to read my fics, please^^
Akyyyy~ I miss you so damn much, and I only just returned...T.T
Niichan, come back quickly~ It's enough of a time not talking to you like usual...xD;
Ijo~ I'll be back to studying now ne? Jaaaa
- Location:Junno's heart
- Mood: jubilant
- Music:Ueda Tatsuya - Love in Snow
From now on...and for almost two months, people, don't bother. I have the most critical thing to do.
Those damn and stupid Panhellenic exams, right. For foreigners, it's like University Entrance Exams, but nowhere as close and way difficult; not to mention the way they're held in this damn country, but anyway.
I don't want to rant about how STUPID our educational system is, so away with it.
I'll need as less distraction from studying as I can get, so from now on I'll NOT be on. Not here not anywhere. People who have my msn, my yahoo or whatever, even if you see me in don't talk to me; I'm probably taking a ten-minutes break at those times, ne?
@ Niichan, when you'll return I'll be DEEP into studying, as in "one week before the start of exans", so still email me ever day even with the stupidest things, ne? imouto will probably be seeing them for me and telling me^^ You and Aky are the only people I want to be bothered by in this time of the year
@ Aky, I know you have it rough too, but when you have time, please bother me~ You're my shining light, koichii~ Without you I'd have given up the idea of that Uni, you know it^^ I love you loads~
@ Everyone, I know that if I don't get into THIS uni I want to get into, I'll let down not only all of you who wished me good luck, but my family and the teachers that truly cared for me; especially that one from grade school, who always wanted to learn how I'm doing and support me. So...I promise I'll do my best. You just keep wishing me good luck and then, with everyone's "ganbatte!" in my mind I can clear it all out and make it into Uni~
FYI, the Uni I want to enter is for translators and interpreters [that's for whoever bothered to wonder "come again, what University did she want to enter?"...I know I haven't told everyone about it~]
Wish me luck, and see you in the start of June again~
[Junno, I'll try my hardest because if I don't get into University, dad said he's NEVER going to let me go to Japan...]
- Location:b.a.s.e.m.e.n.t. yet again~
- Mood: drained
- Music:Tanaka Koki - Shorty [Hell, I LOVE this song!]
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